Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can't tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you're not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don't bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You'll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today's not the day. Because here's to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn't breathe. To the nights you couldn't wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.
Remember when we were 11 years old? And we couldn’t wait until we were teenagers? We looked at all those cool teens, with their cool cell phones, and cool Facebook’s. Their cool makeup and cool clothes. All those cool boys they hung out with & going to PG-13 movies, with their cool friends. We looked at them and thought they were so cool, because they listened to those cool IPods, and wouldn’t turn the volume down when their parents asked. We couldn’t wait to grow up. We couldn’t wait to wear that cool makeup, and hang out with those cool boys. We couldn’t wait to not listen to our parents & blame it on being a teenager. And now that we’re teenagers, what were we thinking back then? Some of us put makeup on every morning, hoping that that one boy will notice us. We listen to our IPods so loudly to block out the world and all the drama. We’re sick of our cell phones and Facebooks. We turn off our phones. And log off of Facebook. Because we don’t want to talk to anyone. We can’t stand our friends & want to be a little kid again. So this is to all you non-teens, never grow up.
im not gonna lie today was seriously one of the best days of my life(:
from dancing all night to talking about our wonderful childhood; from wapango to dougie; from being bestest cousins to becoming strangers and still uniting when we see each other.. and zachs text made my day ha
meli, eddie, scott, jr, alex, alejandro, alexis, alan, grecia, jackie, aurelio, nori, nallely, nayelly, daisy, wendi l, beto, eliazar, leslie, itzel, javi, carlos,jose luis, russel, rusbel, juanito
Their confusing signals are stupid. If you like me, tell me. Don’t lead me on. Talk to me. I hate that, when a guy tells you nice things that make your heart flutter then just not talk to you again. Or be there for me, and then not be there at all. Guys just suck. Point freakin’ blank. I’ll be forever alone, man. Forever alone.
It's high school. No one matters. Don't get attached. Don't fall in love. Don't trust. These people you're stuck with now won't matter later on. Just walk through those halls looking like you don't give a fuck. Because right now, that's the best you can do.