I wanna be small and delicate. I wanna be the chick who looks good in everything, the one who works extra hard and everyone knows it. I want to be effortlessly classy, but someone you don't wanna fuck with. I wanna rock Abercrombie, or even wear Wal-Mart clothes and still make them look fucking amazing. I want to be the girl who's unbeatable.. that bad bitch who doesn't have to worry about not being good enough, because she's more than enough. I want to be able to sleep in underwear. Swimsuit season won't discourage or scare the shit out of me. I want people to take candid photos without me screaming to see the picture and delete it. But most of all, I want to be happy with myself, no matter what.
Don’t eat, you’re gonna get fatter. Don’t talk, you’re making yourself look fucking stupid. Don’t laugh, it’s annoying as fuck. Don’t try making a connection with him, you’re becoming more pathetic with each attempt. Don’t hold on, you’re going to fucking let go sooner or later anyways. Don’t expect someone to make an effort with you, you’re just gonna let yourself down again. Don’t try, whats the fucking point? Don’t cry, you’re fucking weak. Don’t feel anything anymore, numbness is all you fucking know now. Don’t hope for freedom, these chains are never going to be cut loose. Ever. Don’t even breathe; it’s fucking pointless.